when they lie... my heart just died about a hundred times. Not a thousand cuz it's not worth it.
Sometimes I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I'm tired of making lemonade, I don't have enough room in the fridge anymore. Tonight I say goodbye to the person who I have given too much of my time too. I grew to love this person more than I should have allowed myself to. I don't like to brag about myself, but I am a good person. I have so much to offer to someone, but I find those who just can't commit to me whether it be psychological or whatever. I'm tired of it all, tired of never being good enough. If I cannot be accepted for me, then who do I have to become? I don't want to become anybody else. So, maybe sleeping is the best thing for me.... for right now anyway.
Goodnight world.
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