Tonight I .... I don't know what to say. I have not been honest with myself in a while. Pretending to be happy for another person is not the way to go. Trying to get yourself to be into someone is a lie just like cheating. You're cheating that person out of real happiness.
I hate myself tonight, but I know that what I did was out of real love. Sometimes you have to do something selfish in order to figure out why you chose to take a certain route in the first place.
This is all I have to say tonight, but I've had a four month affair with stability... can there be a balance between passion and stability? I believe there can be and sometimes you have to experience both extremes before you seek the balance.
You must find balance in the Force... always.
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